Thirteen years ago, I had zero words. Within the last year, I found them. I still love you. I adore you. I forgave you. Without you being selfish, I wouldn’t be so self-less. Your transgressions forced me to be the woman I needed to be for our stars. The blackout you caused allowed me to die and be reborn.
I was born into a cycle of trauma and tribulations. I died when I met you, and I was born again to give birth to a new cycle of healing and peace. Everyday I give those girls every piece of matter in my being so they can have what we never had, i.e. a mother with peace.
JaHeard, JaJa Speaks 
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