Ready…set…GO!

I’m ready to take the risk of you hating me. What’s there to lose? You ain’t worth a damn and I already hate you.

I’m ready to not feel anxiety when I’m around you because you’re an unsettled soul with an enormous amount of demons. My body and spirit is always on overtime to protect me when I’m near you.

I’m ready to put one foot in front of the other, take it day by day, but you won’t just let me go even though you know it’s not working. You’ll never let me have my way.

But the ready I am just might do all the crazy things you fear to make your stomach go to the pits of hell multiple times like you did me.

I just might explode from all the anger and disgust and disappointment of knowing you. The disdain I feel because you pissed all over my heart … I just want to Tyson you in the face and make you shit out your teeth.

I’m ready to pack it up because I hate you. You pressed all the buttons you could, and now there’s nothing else for you to do other than to be pressed because I’m done with you.

I’m ready now. We are here. You’re going to hate me now because I hate you too.